保護者です。 (Protector)

I’m trying to get you out of my head, but you keep ending up in my space. I keep thinking –

零、you know where that road goes. Don’t walk that way. You’ll just get splinters in your hands and face.

関の部屋に入って、べトにすわて、ギターを引く、それからであろ。。。

I go through the barrier of my door into my room, sit on my bed, strum guitar and think…

I must be right.

部屋出て、娘茶をつかって、ごばんを食べて、勉強して、何かをする。。。(And then I leave my room to make tea, to make food, to study, to do a thing…)

And there you are.

I promise I’m not trying. These meetings are complete chance and accident. And I am not looking at you because if I do, I think I’ll lose it. But you talk to me and I can’t reason why.

I just keep trying to believe that I know what I’m doing. I keep trying to pretend that it has no chemical effect on me. I keep acting like it’s nothing.

But, Kaiozku, I feel the wheel is upside down.
What do I do?

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