This comes to mind:
If something is impossibly difficult, perhaps there is a better way to go about things.
Everything along this thread, this farewell, this goodbye, this break and change has gone smoothly. Simple. Easy and done. Hardly a hitch that tried to break me.
And I can’t help but feeling — this is the right direction, finally, after years of uphill and backwards and three-forward, two-back — we arrive at something better.
A smoother surface to run our gears on.
A river meeting blockage will always find another route around.
I think, in my heart, I am finding these circumnavigational avenues to stones thrown in the way, blocking up peace and comprehension. I am, slowly, working a new way round.
This road is the beginning of something.
I have no doubt.
In 6 days, I return fully in a new shade and hue.
In 6 days, I return — physically — to you.